create words formed together that make sense like this thought i am having right now

i've been thinking about routines.
it's like a bean before it's soaked
then cooked.
it's like your moving slow.
until you know the pace
it's uncomfortable,
until you know its face.
i've been thinking about routines,
how i've seen before ,
the way i am when i've coaxed
myself into moving slow - to fast
then booked my thoughts.
because i knew its face
enough. so, i've been thinking
about routines.

coupled

i am so near it
i am so near
i can create the same noise
of your heart
with the breath i take
if i could just reach it
now, the place where
your hand lays would
now be the place
where my heart rests
i am so near it
i am so near